Overwhelmed by Truth; A Note to Self

God has saved you, He has pulled you out of the darkness, the tomb is empty, sins are forgiven, life is provided, and glory is coming...these truths are overwhelming to me! Have you ever thought about that? Have you ever mediated on these facts; that only God could provide?

God has saved you! Saved us from what? He has saved us from an eternity in hell. He has saved us from ourselves. He has saved us from death. He has saved us from bondage. Please get that. You must not neglect this truth. You cannot, no matter how hard you try, save yourself. You are a sinner in drastic need of a Savior. You are a sinner, which means it is impossible for you to save yourself. Your deeds, your desires, your wants, and your words alone only further point to you need for a Savior. A Savior that man could not produce. A Savior that man could not fathom. A Savior that only God could send. If that doesn't make you shout than nothing will.

He has pulled you out of the darkness. This statement continues to blow my mind. Darkness is scary. The since of despair and fear associated with darkness is sometimes too much to bear. I think folks sometimes argue that being afraid of the dark is a kid's problem not an adult problem. I tend to disagree. You place me in a dark room and there is a good chance that this adult male becomes a wimply kid real quick. Maybe...you need to embrace this truth in your day to day life. Darkness can only be abolished by light. Your sinful dark life is no different. That only changes when the Light, Jesus, enters in. Please know that this Light is not some environmentally friendly bulb that slowly reaches brightness. No...This Light enters and is so bright that folks are blinded, but not where darkness is all they see, no...Blinded so Light is all they see (Acts 9). When Jesus enters in and pulls you out of the darkness Light is all you see and what a wonderful Light it is.

The tomb is empty! Did you hear me?...THE TOMB IS EMPTY!!!! Stop acting like Jesus is trapped in some tomb. Stop living as if your Savior is dead. He is alive. He conquered death. Have you read Isaiah 25? Verse 8 is glorious, "He will swallow up death forever; and the LORD GOD will wipe away tears from all faces, and the reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth, for the LORD has spoken." This is what you have with an empty tomb. You have that as Christians...you have that as followers!!
Sins are forgiven. The truths keep coming. Your sins are forgiven. Your chains are gone. Your freedom is real and clear. This is something not offered by man. Can man forgive? Should man forgive? Sure, but that only happens because He first forgave. Do you realize that, "For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God"(2 Corinthians 5:21)? God did that for you. He forgave you and brought you freedom. So...as you forgive you bask in the truth that your ultimate forgiveness was provided at the cross where Christ was crucified, where the King of Kings took on your sins. What a humbling truth you have in that!

Life is provided. You do realize that you were dead, right? Before Christ entered in and saved you, you were dead. Dead and on a path to destruction. Dead and on a path to self. Dead on a path to hell. This is your reality apart from Christ. However, with Christ we have a reality of life. Step into that truth today. You are alive. Say it with me, "YOU ARE ALIVE!" This life provided isn't about trinkets and things of this earth. This life is about eternity. Have you ever thought about how long that is? I am reminded of the great movie, Sandlot, as the little boy looks into the camera and says, "Forever, Forever, FFFOOORRREEEVVVEEERRR." Multiply that times infinity and you still are short when it comes to eternity. So...God in his grace and mercy provides us with life and life eternally. An eternity of praising our God and basking in his truths!!

Glory is coming. Once again, Jesus is not dead. Scripture tells you that He is going to come again. Revelation 21:4 points this out clearly, "He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away." That verse brings goosebumps every time. No more tears...Glory is coming. No more death...Glory is coming. No more mourning...Glory is coming. No more crying...Glory is coming. No more pain...Glory is coming. "What a day of rejoicing that will be"!! Please embrace this truth. Paul did. Paul told us that in Philippians 1, "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." So Paul understood that he had a mission here on earth. He needed to share Christ while he was here. The Gospel needed to be spread. This, however, was not the end for Paul. He did this knowing that glory was coming. He did this knowing that God was working and that a day was coming. That day was the day described in Revelation 21.

Embrace these truths. These truths must shape your life. Have these truths on your mind when you rise up in the morning and when you lie down at night. When you are struggling...embrace these truths. When you are having a "mountain top" experience...embrace these truths. When things are running right along...embrace these truths. Let them overwhelm your everyday. Why? Because He lives!!

Our THIRD Child

THIRD Child…what do you mean?

You walk in here and it can clearly be seen

You have one car-seat

And nothing in between…

This doesn’t make since but it is true nonetheless

Our second child is gone

Oh…how hard to confess…

How does this happen?

Please sir explain…

This explanation must start with a word

This explanation may sound absurd…

Our child, our baby

Described by one word sounds lazy

But I will do my best

To not sound crazy…

This word is known

This word has grown

This word makes us groan…

With sadness and fear

We tremble

When it is describing our baby

That was as big as a thimble…

This word is not long yet it cuts to the bone

This word can sometimes leave us feeling alone

This word can mean different things

But to a parent who has lost

It usually means pain…

I sometimes struggle to tell it

So please allow me to spell it

M-I-S-C-A-R-R-I-A-G-E

Miscarriage…What does that mean?

Miscarriage…how can that be seen?

Was our baby wrongfully taken?

Was our lives wrongfully shaken?

They say “it wasn’t meant to be”

They say “it wasn’t for us to see”

They say “it wasn’t a baby”

They say “it was simply a fetus…maybe”

This line of thinking does not fly

This line of thinking spits in the face of the One on high…

We look to Scripture and know

We look to Scripture to show…

The glorious plans of the Father

Who knitted our baby together…

In the womb of my wife…the mother…

So I say to them

Our second child was not a mistake

Our second child did not just escape

Our second child was called home

Our second child was never alone

You see

This is not our home

This is not the end

Some may argue that life ended that day for our child

But we argue that their life had just began…

My God…Our God

Was not surprised

My God…Our God was not distant

My God…Our God knew in an instant

That although we would mourn for this child

His plans were superior and His sovereignty not mild…

I realize that some may think us to be prideful

Some may say “those guys think they know it all”

This would be false

This would be your loss

We are not prideful

We are not supreme

We simply look to the One…the King

His ways not our ways

His thoughts not our thoughts

I don’t claim to understand

But I do embrace His plan

Would we have had a boy?

Would we have had a girl?

Would they have grown up to save the world?

These questions are natural but these questions conflict

Because these questions treat God like He is St. Nick…

Our God is not a genie

Our God is not Houdini

Our God put the stars in the sky

Our God made the mountains to reach high…

Our God is not in handcuffs

Simply waiting for a key

Our God is orchestrating

And we should take a knee…

He simply says and it is done

He simply says and He has won

So…are we angry are we sad

Yes… but we are fallen creatures with an amazing dad

There were tears and there was fear

But we held tight to the One who was near

Hurt is a reality and pain is a definite

But the love of the Father is nothing but a constant

He was there then and He is here now…

So people please hear me when I say

Our lives did not end on that day…

My wife is pregnant now

And we can only bow

As we prepare for the birth of our second, no our THIRD child

The Gospel Truth

Jesus stepped down from His thrown

Entering this world with a groan

His mama, a bit hesitant

His earthly dad a bit resistant

But His love was resilient

He grew up physically and mentally

He inspired His disciples intellectually and spiritually

He told them all...

A day would come when He would fall

His falling didn’t mean they would be the ones calling

His falling meant He would be calling

He took what we couldn’t

He took the nails that He shouldn’t

He took the spitting the mocking and the flogging

Why?

For who?

For me?

For Him?

For you?

Yes!

This answer shouldn’t surprise

For He removed the blinders from our hearts…our eyes

We look to the cross and His pain

And we find salvation in that shame

The story doesn’t stop there

You see

3 days later the tomb was bare...

Where did He go?

What were we to know?

The King had rose

He was right under their nose

He stayed for 40 days

He ate, He drank, He prayed...

Our lives were forever transformed

Because the Trinity decided to send Him to be born

He then went to be with the Father...sending a Helper

The Holy Spirit our shelter

He came

He died

He rose

He ascended

He brought life to those that offended...

The One true God is holy

And we should praise Him for His glory

My thanks seems like an understatement

But I must make this proclamation

He loves me

He called me

He saved me

He sustains me

This is the gospel

This is the truth...

In that instance

Our sins were paid for

In that instance

Our sins were died for

Our flesh no longer king

My life no longer supreme

When Christ took that last breath

He brought salvation, peace, and rest...

Now church, this is the truth...

Open up your ears and hear this

Our God authored every last bit of this...

My life, my faith, my eternity secure

Because Christ poured out His blood that was pure

Did you hear that?

Did you see that?

The spotless Lamb hung on a cross

Rises from the grave like a boss

No, like a king

No, like the King

"Praise the One who paid my debt

And raised this life up from the dead"

I was dead

But now alive

My sin, my pride, my fame...all died for

When He came

A Singled-Minded Goal: Truth Being Preached at all Costs

Do you ever spend time thinking about the gospel? Are you spending time thinking about the life, death, and resurrection of our Savior and Lord? This is the life changing life saving truth, right? This is the truth that sets us free (John 8:32). This is the truth that completely transformed Paul on the road to Damascus, taking him from a life of suppressing Truth to a life of worshiping Truth.

I want this to be the focus this week as we tackle 1 Timothy 1:3-17. We must dive into the Word and see the importance of this amazing, God glorifying Gospel. Paul had one singled-minded mission/goal. His life's purpose was to glorify God by sharing the gospel with as many people as possible. He understood the gospel could stand on its own. He understood that man's additions or subtractions to the gospel would do nothing but harm. Paul, of course, spent time relating to people and contexualizing (1 Corinthians 9:22), but his gospel message never changed.

I pray that this quick study will be encouraging. I pray that you will see Paul's desire to see the truth preached. We must take heed of his warnings to Timothy. We must recognize the importance of truth gospel-centered doctrine. We must better understand the life-transforming power offered by Christ. In doing this we will bring more glory and Praise to our Father and Lord.

Watered Down Gospel = No Gospel at All
(1 Timothy 1:3-7 ESV)

As I urged you when I was going to Macedonia, remain at Ephesus so that you may charge certain persons not to teach any different doctrine, nor to devote themselves to myths and endless genealogies, which promote speculations rather than the stewardship from God that is by faith. The aim of our charge is love that issues from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Certain persons, by swerving from these, have wandered away into vain discussion, desiring to be teachers of the law, without understanding either what they are saying or the things about which they make confident assertions.

Paul is warning Timothy here of those that may desire to teach a watered down or a false gospel. These "teachers" were focused on man and not God. Thees folks are not interested in a God-honoring message. They are infatuated with a self-honoring message that leaves them getting all the credit and glory. 

Teaching is an important aspect of a Christian's life and maturity. Strong teaching of the Word is a key ingredient in the lives of the lost as well as believers. Think about your life. Who has helped shape your Christian walk? Who can you point to as a mentor or shepherd in your journey? I would argue that for most of us, the people that come to mind are teachers--youth pastors, church pastors, or your life group leaders. Biblical teachers have always and will always play a huge role in the shaping of the church and its believers. This is why Paul was warning Timothy. If teachers help shape the church and its members than we must make sure that those teachers are teaching and preaching Truth.

The Law Does Not Save

(1 Timothy 1:8-11 ESV)

Now we know that the law is good, if one uses it lawfully, understanding this, that the law is not laid down for the just but for the lawless and disobedient, for the ungodly and sinners, for the unholy and profane, for those who strike their fathers and mothers, for murderers, the sexually immoral, men who practice homosexuality, enslavers, liars, perjurers, and whatever else is contrary to sound doctrine, in accordance with the gospel of the glory of the blessed God with which I have been entrusted.

We must not neglect the truth that the Law was given to man from God. This means that the Law is intrinsically good. Who is the Law for? The Law is for us--sinners. The Law opens our eyes to the fact that we are sinners. Left to ourselves we are unable to uphold or keep the Law. This is truly an impossible task.

On the surface these truths are a bit depressing, but we must look deeper. What does this mean for us? This means we need a Savior. This means we need someone to conquer what we are incapable of conquering. This means we need someone who will take the wrath that we deserve. This is what Jesus did, willingly I might add. This is the truth found in the Word. This is the truth Paul is pleading with Timothy to preach. 

We are sinners and left alone we are destined for hell but God our Lord paved a way for us to be saved. Our Savior laid down His life to glorify the Father and save us. He saves us from the Law, He saves us from the chains of sin and death. He saves us to Himself!

The Apprehender was Apprehended 

(1 Timothy 1:12-16 ESV)

I thank him who has given me strength, Christ Jesus our Lord, because he judged me faithful, appointing me to his service, though formerly I was a blasphemer, persecutor, and insolent opponent. But I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost. But I received mercy for this reason, that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display his perfect patience as an example to those who were to believe in him for eternal life.

These verses are wonderful illustrations of Christ's transforming power. Take some time to think about Paul's transformation. This is the same guy that held the coats of those stoning Stephen (Acts 7). This is the same guy that ravaged the church. His mission was to stop the spread of the gospel at all costs. He had no desire to follow Christ, but what happened? Christ literally knocked him to the ground and saved him (Acts 9). 

This is what Paul is pointing out in verses 12-16. Paul calls himself the foremost sinner--the worst of the worst. Paul's life illustrates the mercy and grace offered and provided by God. Paul is screaming, "God saved me, the worst of the worst!" Why would God do this? Why save a man like Paul who was actively working against the church? Paul answers this question in verse 16.

God didn't save Paul because He needed him on His--God's--team. God saved Paul to "demonstrate His extraordinary patience as an example to those who would believe in Him for eternal life." What does this mean for you and me? What does this mean for friends, neighbors, coworkers, and family? This means God can save anyone. We pray and share the gospel knowing with full confidence God continues to save "the worst of them."

God-Centered Glorification

(1 Timothy 1:17 ESV)

To the King of the ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.

I love the way Paul closes out verse 17. Paul finishes his testimony in this letter by illustrating the patience, mercy, and grace of God. He could have taken the credit. He could have focused on himself and the things he was doing for the gospel, but instead he gave credit to the only deserving recipient--God. 

Paul understood that apart from God and His saving grace he was destined for an eternity in hell. Paul understood that he needed a Savior. It was because of this understanding that Paul was saturated with the gospel. Paul made it his mission to encourage and disciple people like Timothy to share in this calling. 

Paul was the vehicle God used to grow the church. This is why Paul spent so much time praising God. We praise God because He is the only one that deserves our words, actions, hearts, and our minds. God deserves this "forever and ever. Amen."

Christ; the Occupying Force

When Silas and Timothy arrived from Macedonia, Paul was occupied with the word, testifying to the Jews that the Christ was Jesus.

(Acts 18:5 ESV)

Do you relate to this verse? Do you see the occupying force in Paul’s life? Acts 18 brings us into Paul’s ministry in Corinth. Paul has been preaching the gospel for some time now. We notice in verse 5 that Paul didn’t even take the time to greet Silas and Timothy because he was “occupied with the word” or he was too busy talking with those around him. What was he talking about? Paul was preaching and telling the Jews that Christ was Jesus. Jesus was God. Jesus was the Savior, the Messiah. This was the occupying force in Paul’s life.

What is the occupying force in your life? What do you spend your time talking about? What do you spend your time meditating on? It is clear here in verse 5 that Paul spent his time talking about and meditating on God and His gospel. Paul was occupied with words for Christ because his life was occupied with the Word of Christ. His words were not wasted. He was consumed by the truth of the Word. His mission and journey centered on Christ alone. His mind, his acts, and his words pointed all to Christ. That is powerful. Think about that for a second.

Paul’s words were not wasted, are yours? What if someone was granted the ability to be with you every second of the day? What if that same person was then granted the ability to know all of your thoughts, desires, and plans? Once that day was over what would that person say about your occupying force? What or who did your words glorify? Where did your thoughts take you?  

I pose these questions because I want all of us to truly start thinking about our thoughts and our words. I have a strong suspicion that a large number of us are wasting both of these. We are wasteful because the world is our occupying force instead of God. The world causes that sports team to become more attractive than our Savior. The world causes that girl or guy we spend our time lusting after to become more alluring than our Savior. The world causes that job and the money it provides to become more enthralling than our Savior. These thoughts then turn our words upside down. Our words are used to share gossip instead of the gospel. Our words are used to make much of us instead much of God. Our words are used to tear others down instead of point others to Christ. This is the life of one not occupied with the Word of our Lord.

Is God the occupying force in your life? Do your thoughts go to Him when you are alone? Do your words share the gospel of Jesus Christ with those around you? Please spend some time thinking about verse 5 this week. Spend some time shaping your thoughts and your words to glorify God. Please remember this is not begrudgingly pointing your thoughts toward God or begrudgingly using your words as lip service to God. Paul didn’t share the gospel begrudgingly. Paul used his words and his thoughts to point to the One that saves! Paul shared the gospel with an enthusiastic love for Christ. I pray that we would share that enthusiasm for the Gospel. God saves and I pray that our thoughts and words reflect that. 

Spend Some Time in the Trenches

                Now while Paul was waiting for them at Athens, his spirit was provoked within him as he saw that the city was full of idols. So he reasoned in the synagogue with the Jews and the devout persons, and in the marketplace every day with those who happened to be there. Acts 17:16-17

The verses above show us that Paul’s spirit was provoked. Now we must understand this is Paul’s lowercase “s” spirit and not the Holy Spirit provoking him. This tells me a lot about Paul and his heart. He actually cared about those around him and their eternity. What should have been a holiday for Paul in Athens, instead, turned into a heart troubling experience for him as he recognized the idol worship of the people there. Paul, I guess, could have let this go and enjoyed his time off, but his heart and love for the gospel and those around him wouldn’t allow him to ignore what he was seeing.

The idol worship found here in Athens is not much different than the idol worship found in America. This should trouble all of us because we are all guilty of idol worship. Tim Keller does a great job explaining this type of worship in his book Counterfeit gods.

“What is an idol? It is anything more important to you than God, anything that absorbs your heart and imagination more than God, anything you seek to give you what only God can give.”

Do you see that? What absorbs your heart and the hearts of those around you? We spend so much of our time looking to manmade idols that cannot save us. Please realize that idols are in need of man. Idols absolutely do not exist without man. Idols will ultimately fail man and bring an eternity apart from God. Jeremiah 10:5 lays this out clearly.

Their idols are like scarecrows in a cucumber field, and they cannot speak; they have to be carried for they cannot walk. Do not be afraid of them, for they cannot do evil, neither is it in them to do good.

These truths point us to the ultimate truth of God. God needs nothing. God existed before man and will exist long after man. God brings salvation and an eternity with Him. This is why we focus our praises and all our glory vertically to our Father. This is what Psalms 121 is pointing out.

I lift my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made the heaven and earth.

We must take Paul’s lead and quit sitting on our hands. We must get up and tell everyone about the gospel and the God that is greater than all idols. How do we this? Look at verse 17. Paul noticed his surroundings and saw a need and he was intentional about providing that need. Scripture doesn’t tell us that Paul wished that something would change. No, Scripture tells us that Paul did something about it. Paul started preaching in the synagogues and in the marketplace every day. Did you hear that clearly? He preached the gospel to an idol worshipping lost population every single day. He did this without fear. He did this without hesitation. He did this with the Kingdom on his mind.

Is your spirit ever provoked? Do you ever hurt for those around you? We must spend time thinking about these things. We must recognize that God deserves our worship above all idols. There should never be a time where we truly take a holiday. I am not calling for us to not go to the beach or not take time off from our jobs. I am calling on us to not take time off from the gospel. We should bathe in this gospel by always having the Kingdom on our mind.

Paul understood the desperate need of the people around him. He understood that their idol worshiping would ultimately be their destruction. Paul wouldn’t allow himself to be on the outside looking in while people were dying and going to hell. Paul made it a point to be on the inside. His mission his call was to be in the trenches amongst the lost. He didn’t do this to be a hero. He didn’t do this so that we would be talking about him today. Paul willingly went to the trenches because lost people were found there and he longed to see them saved. Paul went to the trenches because he had an answer for the lost in the saving God he served.

The trench is a home for the loss and can be a scary place. The trench can be unwelcoming. The trench can be harmful. The trench used to be our home—Christian. This is why we must take a cue from Paul and intentionally and willingly go to where the lost are found—in the trenches—taking them the amazing saving news of the gospel of Jesus Christ our Lord.

Humbled by His Humility

                Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Philippians 2:3-4

Is this easy? Does this come natural? We know that we are to count others before ourselves and we know that we are to seek out the interests of others before our own, but every fiber of our being is screaming, ME. My thoughts, my bones, my heart is seeking out what is best for me. Is that girl or guy good for me? Is that job good for me? Is that purchase good for me? How will this community service project work for me? Is this church good for me? Left to ourselves and our sinful nature this is our life. We are always looking out for number one—ME.

Understanding that man, in his natural state, would only seek himself Jesus did the unthinkable. He showed the ultimate sign of humility. He did what we couldn’t. Paul lays this out for us in Philippians 2:6-8,

…who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.

Jesus took the form of a servant. Jesus—God—became man. He “emptied Himself” and became a Jewish baby destined to die on a cross. Jesus did this for an underserving population. Jesus willingly took the cross so that we—sinners—would not have to. He had his eye set on you—Christian—as He made His way to Calvary. He had His eye set on you—Christian—as they drove nails into His wrists. He had His eye set on you—Christian—as He screamed in agony, “IT IS FINISHED!” Jesus truly counted others more significant. Think about that. Our savior, our God thought of us even though we deserved that cross not His love.

This act of humility saved us. This act of humility paved the way for our eternity. Do you understand that? Do you appreciate that? Even as we were sinners He took the cross (Romans 5:8). We must not overlook this wonderful truth. In the middle of our failures our God our Savior set His sights on us. What a wonderful truth. What a wonderful example. What a wonderful Savior.

We live for self. “I will help my neighbor but he will owe me.” “I will serve at church but I better be mentioned in the bulletin and receive the credit.” This is man’s focus and motivation—what is in it for me? When Christ enters and grabs ahold of us all this will change.

Our motivation will no longer be our own motives or our self-interests. Instead we will be motivated by a humble heart and love for others. We will help that neighbor because we want to share the love of Christ with those around us. We will serve at church with the Kingdom on our mind instead of our credit on our mind. We will do things in secret (Matthew 6:3-4) so that we don’t receive the glory but instead Christ receives all the glory. This is the life we are called to lead.

What is your motivation? Does the world revolve around you? Read these verses again and appreciate the truth given to us. Our world must revolve around the One who will never fail—Jesus. As long as your world revolves around man it will most certainly crumble. We must not set our foundation on a fallen world or in this case a fallen man—me. We must, instead, set our foundation on the One who gave it all. We humble ourselves and serve others because He—Jesus—humbled Himself and served us.